He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. Bobby Nash. You were helping me dress, and there werent that many mirrors in the hospital a-and the angles all wrong " He falters, turning back to the mirror to stare at the scarring along his chest. So, the night after his first shift back, he went out and bought a new guitar.For months he played in the comfort of his own home, not yet confident enough to share with the 118. (Or, Buck self-harms. Why didnt you just tell me that uhyou dont know how to cook? At least if that were true, it would make it a little easier to accept. I uh, Buck tries to say. Well, three times really. He glanced at the others, as they all had shocked faces and they were worried. Theyre staring at each other while theyre still sitting at the red light but the light turns green without Buck noticing it and the car horn the motorist blows from behind them gets his attention. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. Sometimes an apology is not enough. Its a beautiful night, a full moon shines down illuminating everything. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. This would be fine, if it werent for the fact that Eddie had abandoned Buck in the parking lot with his pants undone. It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. Josephine has always tried her hardest to stay away from strangers, never talk to anyone she doesnt know and always go to her sister Kathleen when she needs to feel safe when their parents arent around or at school. "She wants me to ride with them to the hospital!". He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. ), Bobby offers Buck a lift home after he files the lawsuit, Written for Whumptober Day 4: Dead on Your Feet / Can't Pass Out, tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (104), Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types (2), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (214), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (77), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (72), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (58), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (36), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (27), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence (43), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (43), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. He's scared to die, that much he knows. The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. 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On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. . After the lawsuit, the team doesn't realize how badly Buck is doing. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. What will their lives be like? After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. He gestures helplessly at the mirror. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. Ever since the blood clots had thrown his whole life out of ordermaybe even before thatBuck had felt adrift, lost, untethered. There is no shame in exempting help. In the grand scheme of things, there are worse things someone could do to cope. It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. Still nothing. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. I just left the 118, He defends and she shakes her head. Just fluffy talk, soothing words, comforting Buck with soft praise! Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. He's wrong on both accounts. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. What are we supposed to". Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. You promised me, Eddie. All of that means nothing to him, really. Please consider turning it on! Hes gone through a lot, he knows that. He was used to being treated like the rookie, but this was going a little- a lot - too far he thought. "Sir, please just-" Bucks head was low, eyes trained on the ground, shoulders pulling upwards as he cowered away from the man. Shes always been loved ever since she was a baby. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. 911 fanfiction buck ignored after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He savoured each and every Eddie hug he got. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. Cue all the panic. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. I will, she seems to catch on to what is on his mind, snuggling into his side, Ill have Grant, and always report in with the station, and I promise I wont go into any serial killer attics. Theres a tease in the voice, Buck sighs slightly, a huff of a laugh at the end. Hey, umyou asked us back there if we were hungry and I could uhI could eat. You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. Please consider turning it on! Until Jason Baker, the leader of the illegal fighting, kidnaps the members of 118 and Athena, to force Eddie to fight for him again. Okay, you win this argument. They both laugh and Eddie seems to be thinking about what to say to him, he doesn't want to worry his boyfriend. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him hed buried long ago. Thats exciting, youve been wanting to get more involved, right? Hes trying to ignore the trepidation, thinking about his girlfriend being the face of unsolved crimes, but hes trying to be supportive. 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Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. Buck had left the past behind. Javy "Coyote" Machado. I blame Frank.) The Eddie voice catches and stops. - Pregunta con una sonrisa maliciosa. Buck. Bobby supplied. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. This - this is nothing. Because Buck, this godsend of a man, that made Eddies life so much better in completely different ways, was not sleeping on his cramped annoyingly small couch. He wasnt ready to dive into that third time yet. It's just that Buck has a hard time accepting help. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. Everyone left him, it was his turn this time. A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. Gee, Maddie, not great, to be honest. They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Buck was back a day when the people he considered family continued to ignore him unless on calls. He is stupid with exhaustion. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? It was an unspoken rule at this point, so why was everyone always stealing his spot? His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? "Buck, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand.". Work Search: From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. They don't mob him. By chance they find out about his problems and want to help. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. Howard Chimney Han thinks of himself as a very tolerant and laid back man. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. Its cold outside., Buck scowled, eyeing Eddie upside down. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Buck listen to me! Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. Shit. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. Its just sometimes, he doesnt quite believe that. When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. His mind freezes on the man. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. And then he hangs up the phone and lets out a ragged breath - one it sounds like hes been holding for much longer than the length of that conversation. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. "Of course. Eddie buys bath products during his self care journey and ends up using them on Buck instead. His team finally realizes how much Buck has changed. Buck cooks for Eddie and they have their first of many real conversations as trusted partners. The seat on the firetruck next to Eddie was Bucks seat. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends.
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